"Only be with someone who you think you can learn from. They should be smarter than you in certain ways so that you can continue to grow and be interested. Above all, you should undoubtedly be proud that you are with them."
something my 10th grade history teacher told me about how he knew he wanted to marry his wife (via hefuckin
(Source: mindtricks-, via montifer)
kaity-beth sounds like a text you might send me, or I might send you.
i feel like this happens more than we realize
Its really weird to be this satisfied with someone i am close to. i think its sad that I’m shocked that someone could be so nice to me and treat me so well and who knows that i actually deserve the best. I shouldn’t be surprised, but i am. Its just nice for a change to actually have someone genuinely care about how i am feeling and ask how my day was or how i slept. Im not saying its love or even the potential for anything long long term, but still. i don’t understand why this seems so new to me. But it makes me happy to see the want in your eyes or hear the seriousness in your voice when things get important. Its cool to have someone that tells you you’re not crazy and who is proud of you and supports your decisions.
Although its nothing near perfect and my fear of love still remains, i do have to say that being emotionally fulfilled and even challenged at times is so energizing. I love being able to belly laugh and giggle about stupid stuff, or talk about bizarre stuff without being judged or embarrassed. This is already getting too long but i dont even care. I just wanted to say that i took a risk, and i am so thrilled with the outcome. i have learned so much and opened my eyes to so many things i would have ignored or overlooked before. And i am extremely thankful for that.
Productive day so far. Errands, laundry, car washed, and school supplies ready. Homework after a 3 month break is so not fun though.